Raat ke 1 baj kar 40 minute ho rahe the। Riya ke kamre mein sirf ek hi roshni thi, uske phone ki screen ki।
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Tanya Malhotra ki nayi post aayi thi। Goa ke beach par, sunset ke saamne, haath mein ek rang birangi drink, aur hawa mein udte khule baal। Caption tha: "Living my best life 🌅✨"। Neeche 2,847 likes aur 312 comments। "Queen! 😍", "Goals!!", "Itni perfect kaise ho tum?"
Riya ne apni pichhli post kholi। Do hafte pehle ki, uske bhai ki birthday ki photo। 43 likes। Usme se aadhe toh relatives the।
Usne phone takiye par rakha aur chhat ki taraf ghoorti rahi। Uske dimaag mein ek hi sawaal ghoom raha tha, jo pichhle kuch mahino se roz raat ghoomta tha:
"Meri zindagi itni boring kyun hai?"
Do Duniyaayein
Riya Sharma 16 saal ki thi, Lucknow ke ek accche school mein class 11 mein padhti thi। Uske papa ek bank mein clerk the, mummy ghar par silaai ka chhota sa kaam karti thi, aur uska chhota bhai Golu 9 saal ka tha jo din bhar cricket ke alaava kuch nahi sochta tha। Ghar chhota tha, do kamre, ek rasoi, aur ek chhat jahan shaam ko poora mohalla patang udaata tha।
Kuch saal pehle tak Riya ko apni zindagi se koi shikaayat nahi thi। Woh padhaai mein acchi thi, sketching mein toh kamaal thi, aur uski best friend Neha ke saath woh ghanton haste rehti thi।
Phir class 10 mein Tanya Malhotra school mein aayi।
Tanya Delhi se aayi thi। Uske papa ek badi company mein the। Woh school car se aati thi, uske paas latest phone tha, aur sabse badi baat, uska Instagram account 18 hazaar followers wala tha। Har weekend woh kisi naye cafe mein hoti, har chhutti mein kisi naye shahar mein। Uski har photo aisi lagti thi jaise kisi magazine se nikli ho।
Shuru mein Riya ne bas dekhna shuru kiya, mazaak mazaak mein। Phir dekhna aadat ban gayi। Aur phir aadat ek chubhan ban gayi।
Badalti Riya
Riya ne khud bhi notice nahi kiya ki woh kab badalne lagi।
Pehle woh subah uthte hi mummy ke haath ki chai peeti thi। Ab woh uthte hi phone check karti thi, kisne kya post kiya, kisne uski story dekhi।
Pehle woh apni sketchbook mein ghanton drawings banaati thi। Ab woh ghanton photo editing apps mein apne chehre ko "theek" karti thi। Thoda patla chehra, thodi gori skin, thodi badi aankhein। Ek photo post karne se pehle woh 50 photos kheenchti, 5 apps mein edit karti, aur phir bhi delete kar deti।
Ek din usne apni saari pocket money, jo usne chaar mahine se jodi thi, ek branded jacket par kharch kar di। Sirf isliye kyunki Tanya ke paas waisi hi jacket thi। Jacket pehen kar usne photo post ki। 61 likes। Riya ko laga jaise kisi ne usse kuch cheen liya ho।
Neha ne ek din canteen mein poocha, "Riya, tu theek hai? Aajkal tu baat hi nahi karti। Bas phone mein ghusi rehti hai।"
"Main theek hoon," Riya ne kaha, bina phone se nazar hataaye। "Tu bhi na, mummy jaisi baatein karti hai।"
Neha chup ho gayi। Aur us din ke baad, woh dheere dheere Riya se door hone lagi।
Ghar Ki "Boring" Zindagi
Ghar par bhi cheezein badal rahi thi।
Har raat Sharma parivaar ek saath zameen par baith kar khaana khaata tha। Papa din bhar ki bank ki mazedaar kahaniyan sunaate, Golu apne cricket match ki commentary karta, aur mummy sabki thaali mein zabardasti ek extra roti rakh deti।
Pehle Riya ko yeh waqt sabse accha lagta tha। Ab use yeh sab "boring" lagta tha।
"Riya, aaj school mein kya hua?" Papa ne ek raat poocha।
"Kuch nahi," Riya ne kaha, aur jaldi jaldi khaana khatam karke apne kamre mein chali gayi। Tanya ne abhi abhi ek nayi story daali thi, kisi rooftop restaurant ki।
Mummy ne Papa ki taraf dekha। Papa ne dheere se kaha, "Ladki badi ho rahi hai। Thoda waqt do।"
Lekin raat ko, jab Riya ne dekha ki uski dost Neha ne Golu ke saath ek funny reel banaayi thi aur Riya ko tag bhi nahi kiya, toh use pata bhi nahi chala ki use bura kyun laga। Uski neend aur door chali gayi।
Uske marks bhi girne lage। Maths ke unit test mein usse 50 mein se 28 aaye। Woh ladki jo kabhi class mein top 5 mein hoti thi, ab teacher ke saamne nazar bhi nahi utha paati thi।
Woh Project
Phir ek din, Biology teacher Mrs. Verma ne class mein project partners ki list padhi।
"Riya Sharma aur... Tanya Malhotra।"
Riya ka dil zor se dhadka। Tanya ke saath? Woh Tanya jiski zindagi woh roz raat ek screen ke through dekhti thi?
Tanya ne muskura kar uski taraf dekha। "Hey! Toh Saturday ko mere ghar aa jaao? Wahin project kar lenge।"
Riya ne sirf sar hilaaya। Uske mann mein ek ajeeb sa dar aur utsaah, dono ek saath the। Ab woh apni aankhon se dekhegi, perfect zindagi asal mein kaisi dikhti hai।
Saturday ko Riya ne apni sabse acchi dress pehni, woh nayi jacket bhi। Aaine ke saamne aadha ghanta khadi rahi। Mummy ne poocha, "Kahan ki taiyaari hai?"
"Project ke liye ja rahi hoon," Riya ne kaha। "Ek dost ke ghar।"
Filter Ke Peeche
Tanya ka ghar Gomti Nagar mein ek bada, sundar bungalow tha। Bada gate, hara bhara lawn, aur andar sab kuch chamakta hua, jaise uski Instagram photos mein tha।
Lekin andar jaate hi Riya ko ek cheez ajeeb lagi: khamoshi।
Itna bada ghar, lekin koi awaaz nahi। Na koi TV, na koi baatein, na koi rasoi se aati khushboo। Bas ek naukrani chup chaap safaai kar rahi thi।
"Tumhaare mummy papa?" Riya ne poocha।
Tanya ne kandhe uchkaaye। "Papa Singapore gaye hain, business trip। Mummy apne kitty party mein। Woh dono... zyaada ghar par nahi hote।"
Dono ne Tanya ke kamre mein project shuru kiya। Kamra bahut sundar tha, lekin deewaron par koi family photo nahi thi। Sirf Tanya ki apni photos, wahi Instagram wali, bade frames mein।
Kuch der baad, Tanya ka phone baja। Woh dekh kar uska chehra utar gaya। "Papa ka message hai," usne dheere se kaha। "Woh meri birthday par bhi nahi aa paayenge। Agle hafte hai।"
Riya ko samajh nahi aaya kya kahe। "Oh... toh birthday par kya karogi?"
Tanya hansi, lekin uski hansi mein koi khushi nahi thi। "Wahi jo har saal karti hoon। Kisi fancy cafe mein jaaungi, ek perfect cake order karungi, perfect photo kheenchungi, aur post karungi। Sab log likhenge 'Happy birthday queen!' aur sabko lagega meri zindagi bahut perfect hai।"
Woh ek pal ruki। "Pata hai Riya, woh Goa wali photo? Main wahan apni mummy ke saath gayi thi। Lekin mummy poore trip mein phone par busy thi। Woh sunset wali photo... maine 47 baar kheenchi thi, akele, phone ko ek patthar par rakh ke। Aur uske baad main hotel ke kamre mein jaake akele baithi rahi।"
Riya ke haath ruk gaye। Uske dimaag mein woh sunset wali photo ghoom gayi, jise dekh kar usne raat ke 2 baje tak khud ko kosa tha।
Tanya Ka Sach
"Main tumhe ek baat bataaun?" Tanya ne achanak kaha, aankhein neeche kiye। "Main tumse jalti hoon।"
Riya ko laga usne galat suna। "Mujhse? Tum? Kyun?"
"Kyunki," Tanya ne dheere se kaha, "pichhle mahine tumhaare bhai ki birthday ki photo dekhi thi maine। Tum sab zameen par baithe the, cake tedha bana tha, tumhaari mummy ke chehre par cream lagi thi, aur sab itna zor se hans rahe the। Maine woh photo shaayad sau baar dekhi hogi।"
Riya ki aankhein bhar aayin। Woh photo, woh 43 likes wali photo, jise woh "boring" samajh kar post karne mein bhi sharmaa rahi thi।
"Meri photos mein sab kuch perfect hota hai," Tanya ne kaha। "Lekin unme kabhi koi aur hota hi nahi। Sirf main hoti hoon। Tumhaari photos perfect nahi hoti, lekin unme log hote hain। Tumhaare log।"
Dono ladkiyan kuch der chup baithi rahi। Project ki kitaabein khuli padi thi, lekin aaj dono ne kuch aur hi seekh liya tha।
Ghar Wapsi
Us shaam jab Riya ghar lauti, toh pehli baar mahino mein use apna chhota sa ghar bada laga।
Rasoi se mummy ke haath ke aloo paratha ki khushboo aa rahi thi। Golu chhat par chillaa raha tha, "Six! Six hai yeh!" Papa TV par purane gaane sun rahe the aur besuri awaaz mein saath gaa rahe the।
Riya kuch der darwaze par khadi rahi, bas yeh sab sunte hue। Phir woh seedha rasoi mein gayi aur mummy ko peeche se gale laga liya।
"Arre! Kya hua?" Mummy hairaan reh gayi। "Sab theek hai?"
"Haan mummy," Riya ne kaha, aankhein geeli thi। "Ab sab theek hai।"
Us raat khaane par, Riya ne apna phone dusre kamre mein chhod diya। Aur jab Papa ne poocha, "Aaj project kaisa raha?", toh Riya ne poori kahani sunayi। Bas Tanya ka raaz nahi bataya, woh uska tha।
Papa ne dhyaan se suna aur phir kaha, "Beta, jab hum chhote the toh hum doosron ke ghar ki khidki se jhaankte the aur sochte the ki unka ghar hamaare ghar se accha hai। Aaj woh khidki tumhaare phone mein aa gayi hai। Bas farak itna hai ki aaj log khidki ke saamne sirf apna sabse sundar kamra sajaa kar rakhte hain।"
30 Din Ka Experiment
Agle din Riya ne ek faisla kiya। Usne apni sketchbook ke pehle panne par likha: "30 Din, Bina Filter।"
Uske niyam simple the:
- Raat 10 baje ke baad phone band, aur phone kamre ke bahar।
- Subah uthte hi phone nahi, pehle mummy ke saath chai।
- Jo account bura mehsoos karaaye, use mute karo। Isme koi sharm nahi।
- Har raat sone se pehle teen acchi cheezein likhna jo aaj hui।
- Koi bhi photo edit nahi karni, agar post karni hai toh jaisi hai waisi।
Pehle teen din bahut mushkil the। Haath baar baar phone ki taraf jaata। Raat ko lagta jaise kuch chhoot raha hai। Ek baar toh usne 11 baje chupke se phone utha bhi liya, lekin phir khud ko roka aur wapas rakh diya।
Lekin pehle hafte ke aakhir tak kuch badalne laga। Riya ki neend jaldi aane lagi। Subah woh fresh uthne lagi। Usne apni sketchbook phir se kholi, aur pehli drawing banayi, uske parivaar ki, zameen par baith kar khaana khaate hue।
Doosre hafte, woh Neha ke paas gayi। "Sorry yaar," usne kaha। "Main bahut bekaar dost ban gayi thi।"
Neha ne use ek pal ghoora, phir gale laga liya। "Bahut der lagaayi, buddhu।"
Teesre hafte, uske Maths ke test mein 50 mein se 44 aaye। Mrs. Verma ne class ke saamne kaha, "Welcome back, Riya।"
Tanya Ki Birthday
Aur Tanya? Riya ne us birthday ke baare mein socha, aur ek idea aaya।
Tanya ki birthday wale din, woh fancy cafe nahi gayi। Riya use apne ghar le aayi।
Chhat par Golu ne chhoti chhoti lights lagaayi thi, aadhi jal rahi thi aadhi nahi। Mummy ne ghar par cake banaya tha, jo thoda tedha tha aur ek taraf se jal bhi gaya tha। Papa ne apni besuri awaaz mein "Baar baar din yeh aaye" gaaya। Neha bhi aayi thi, ek haath se bana card lekar।
Tanya kuch der chup khadi rahi। Phir uski aankhon se aansu behne lage। "Yeh..." usne kaha, "yeh meri sabse acchi birthday hai।"
Mummy ne bina kuch kahe, Tanya ki thaali mein ek extra roti rakh di। Bilkul waise hi jaise woh apne bacchon ke saath karti thi।
Us raat, Riya ne ek photo post ki। Tedha cake, cream se bhara Golu ka chehra, Papa aankhein band karke gaate hue, aur beech mein Tanya aur Riya, dono ki aankhon mein aansu aur hothon par sabse sacchi muskaan।
Koi filter nahi। Koi edit nahi। Caption tha:
"Na perfect light, na perfect angle, na perfect cake। Bas perfect log। #NoFilter"
Us photo par kitne likes aaye, Riya ne dekha hi nahi। Kyunki pehli baar mahino mein, use fark hi nahi padta tha।
Aaj
Riya ab bhi Instagram use karti hai। Woh social media se nafrat nahi karti, aur usne kabhi kisi ko yeh nahi kaha ki phone phenk do। Lekin ab woh jaanti hai ki screen par jo dikhta hai, woh kisi ki zindagi ka sirf trailer hai, poori film nahi। Aur trailer mein hamesha sirf sabse acche scenes hote hain।
Tanya ab bhi photos post karti hai, lekin ab unme log hote hain। Kabhi Riya, kabhi Neha, kabhi Golu ke saath cricket khelte hue, aur ek baar toh Riya ki mummy ke saath aloo paratha banaate hue। Uske papa ne bhi ek din woh photo dekhi, aur agle weekend woh ghar par the।
Aur Riya ki sketchbook ke aakhri panne par, 30 din ke experiment ke baad, ek line likhi hai jo woh har mushkil din par padhti hai:
"Kisi ki highlight reel ko apne behind-the-scenes se compare mat karo।"
Kahani Ki Seekh
Social media par dikhne wali zindagi poori sacchai nahi, sirf chune hue pal hote hain। Riya apni poori zindagi ko Tanya ke sabse acche palon se compare kar rahi thi, aur isi mein usne apni khushi, apni neend, apni dosti aur apne parivaar ka saath, sab kuch lagbhag kho diya tha।
Jo cheez Riya ko "boring" lagti thi, wahi Tanya ka sabse bada sapna tha। Kabhi kabhi jo hamaare paas hota hai, woh kisi aur ki sabse badi khwahish hoti hai, bas hum use dekh nahi paate।
Apni value likes se mat naapo। Phone neeche rakho, aas paas dekho, aur un logon ki kadar karo jo bina filter ke bhi tumse pyaar karte hain।